Este poema, aunque en inglés, refleja bastante bien cómo me siento a veces...

Lo escribió un chico con tlp, intentando contar lo que sentía. Aquí va:

I'm walking on the borderline

Trying to keep myself erect

Looking for any other paths

Forgetting about self-respect

I harm myself so you'll notice me

There's something wrong why can't you tell

I love you, I hate you, please don't leave

Save me from this very hell

I try explaining but my mouth goes dry

Stumbling over word by word

Abandonment, paranoia, stress and fear

Even for no reason, it's absurd

Do you even like me now

Am I everything you've wanted yet

I'll keep on trying, I promise to change

Just tell me now what is your "perfect"

Why can't you understand

I swear to god I'm just as sane

All I want is your sympathy

I really don't care if it's ill-gained

Concerning voices are quiet now

Over spoken by the sickening truth

Whiney and manipulative I have become

Resenting all possible kinds of proof

Confusing thoughts and clashing emotions

Annoying cries for useless help

Needing attention I cling to you

Wincing from pain of things I've felt

Micro pulses in my head

Piercing pressures in my heart

A gigantic train wreck on repeat

Doomed to fail from the start

I want an answer and end to this

Make it all just go away

Mental attacks upon myself

A pathetic weakling who always fades

Fading back when the surface is close

Drowning in my messed up mind

Cement bricks I've tied to myself

Knowing troubles are all I'll find

Needing to find any chance of escape

Clawing my way out through my skin

Double guessing I can't trust myself

When will this looping ever end

Like little bugs inside my veins

Eating out and hollowing me thin

My only knowledge and self-preserve

Eroding away out from within

Slowly crumbling away like dust

All my reasons left behind

With doubt and depression I'm overcome

In my final hours will it all unwind

Unwinding like a broken clock

Twisting cogs and grinding gears

Grueling memories real and fake

From life and dreams throughout the years

This roller coaster ride is over

Just throw me off the very top

Reckless temptations and poison thoughts

Bring this to a screeching stop 

I've lost all means of self-control

As I'm decreasing in mental health

Can you even try to cure a girl

Who no longer tries to help herself?

-LadyXIII-